Madness to come..

So this weekend coming up is going to be a little crazy... good crazy not bad crazy... turning 26 tomorrow and celebrating it of course... definitely would like to go hiking on Saturday since it is supposed to be a gorgeous weekend... VIP style on Saturday ... tattoo on Sunday... then of course Ravens home game on Sunday as well... I am just glad that I still have amazing people in my life and that I have gotten rid of the bad ones... I am happy and I can't say that enough...

The only thing that might scare me a little is about how many people are actually showing up to the party at the house tomorow night... it is going to be madness and I will also get to see some friends that I haven't see in a really long time which is always nice! I remember when I was little and I would always love birthday parties because you got thos goodie bags with more candy and toys that you could take home .. and they were always in these AWESOME bags.. of course if you were a girl it had something to do with a princess or barbie.. but if you were a guy you had awesome cartoons like thundercats or He-Man... I always got the cartoon ones.. I didn't care much for princesses or barbies.. I mean how much fun can you have with changing a doll's clothe really... or having a wand for "magic"... meh... I would rather pretend like I have kickass powers...

Anywho... now birthday parties consist of snacks, BYOBs and crazy drinking games... there is always beerpong... flip cup... the asshole... its just crazy to see how things that amuse us changes with age... during high school I just looked for an excuse to get out of the house... I remember when I bought presents for my friends.. I don't even buy them cards anymore.. just drop a bottle of wine or liquor... which is usually enough to make a friend smile...

Well, turning 26 is definitely a wake up call as well... where did the years go? I swear it feels like I just graduated college... and was still living in the dorms at TU... if you had asked me at 21 where I would be in 5 years... I don't think I would have pictured my life this way.. not a bad thing.. just interesting... we all go through life wondering where am I going to be in 5 years? Married? Children? Living with my parents? Dead? The point is... the time you spend wondering is just time you are wasting away... because for all you know in those 5 minutes you could be meeting the love of your life...

just saying...